Greenhouse
Paul Hostovsky
That’s an interesting mistake.
It should be green house.
But it
wants to go there,
say the people in my
poetry workshop, all
nodding like trees in a big
wind. Read Roethke,
one advises.
Some
mistakes are beautiful
possibilities. Let the poem
go
where it wants to go. My
Aunt Ellie lived in a green-
house. This
was in Irvington
New Jersey. A Jew alone
is a Jew in danger, her
husband
said. Their daughter, my cousin,
wanted to go where she
wanted
to go. They said it was a big
mistake. In a greenhouse
you
can cultivate certain delicate
non-indigenous plants. The
house
was green and my cousin fell
deeply in love with a black
man.
When she married him her father
sat shiva for her,
meaning that
he mourned her for dead, but
she was only living over
in East
Orange. She had two beautiful
daughters. They never
knew
their grandfather on their mother’s
side. Because she was
dead to him
until the day he died. That was the day
we all went over to
Aunt Ellie’s house
where she was sitting shiva. We met
my cousin’s husband Toe, for the first time,
and their two daughters,
Leah and Aleesha.
And we opened all the windows in
the greenhouse on
that day, for outside
it was a beautiful spring day and we
broke out
the expensive delicate china
from Germany which they kept locked up
in a glass breakfront in the hall.